Sunday, February 21, 2010

Push toward the prize

I went to Northwest Georgia and ran in the mountains of a state park. The break of dawn run started out a bit chilly. I found a trail I hadn’t been on before and made tracks. Several marked trails intersected along the way. I stayed on the main path until I came to a fork of sorts. To my dismay the main trail had a severe incline, so I opted for the easier path to the right. After I took the turn I gave my choice some thought. I recalled as a younger man I would have wanted to conquer the mountain.

A few minutes later the path of least resistance emptied into a parking lot. I had no option but to turn back to whence I had come. When I found myself back at the fork, I jogged in place and thought about surging upwards. I checked my watch, plenty of time had passed. I really didn’t have the spirit for an uphill push, not this morning. I turned to head back to the car. Then, impulsively, I spun back around and began my ascent. I moved slowly, certainly slower than I would have in years past. I did not attack the mountain. I headed up gradually and steadily.

After a mile or so, I arrived at a slight plateau, with still much mountain to climb. Breathing heavily and feeling tired, I looked back down. I longed just to take the easy way back, but I had started this stupid undertaking, so I decided to give it at least a few more minutes. Three quarters of a mile or so brought me around a bend in the trail and in the opening ahead I saw a glimpse of a water fall. I love water. I especially love to run close to water. I picked up the pace and hustled toward the beautiful cascading vision on my horizon.

I forgot about my breathing, my aching. I forgot about the time. I raced to the waterfall. The sounds, smells and sight of it inspired me. It strengthened me. It engulfed me. I called out to God as I drew closer. I praised God for the astonishing creation. I thanked God for the ability to acknowledge and appreciate this natural wonder. I thanked God that I had pressed onward and upward to receive this gift of Creation.

Closer and closer, I found the sight to be more fantastic to behold than I had imagined. The falling water formed a teal green pool of pure radiance. A walkway had been built traversing behind the spray of water, and it gave view to caves. Oh, what a sight! Oh, the moment. I blessed and praised God and ran in place for some time, enjoying and embracing moment of grace, the moment of joy.

Like a boulder crashing down from high above, I realized that had I not endured the extra effort, I would not have found this precious place. Had I pushed too hard running uphill, I might not have made it to this place of peace, this place of personal and spiritual epiphany.

I saw much. I heard much. I learned about life. I listened. I prayed.

Tom

No comments:

Post a Comment

23 Years and Enough Blogging

Greetings! I’ve been very fortunate in my life not to have endured much in the way of inner psychological tension. The numerous posts on th...